When 3M first went on deployment I decided I was going to get my butt into gear and lose the extra weight I had gained when I was pregnant and never got around to losing. I was pretty good about it for a while and then I just got lazy. It was so much easier, and far more fun to eat frozen yogurt and goldfish then it was to watch what I was eating and dare I say it- exercise!
I was fairly happy with the way I was looking prior to 3M's return home but once he got here things went downhill fast. I am pretty sure that we spent the majority of our time eating way, WAY too much yummy and terribly bad for you food. I was sure I had gained back some of the weight. I just didn't want to get back on the scale to confirm it.
Unlucky for me I didn't need a scale to confirm it. The night before 3M returned to Iraq we had professional beach portraits done. I was feeling somewhat uneasy about my general appearance but was sure that my choice of clothing would "mask" my sins.
I got the proofs back today.
Holy crap was I wrong!
Wow, I look terrible. I flipped, open-mouthed through these photos, sad that I am way less than thrilled of these precious family photos.
I have been eating crappy foods and not exercising- a far cry from the Phys. Ed. teacher who people used to go to because she was "so healthy, and always eating great and looking good".
So here we are.. Operation Fitness Version 2.0- this time without the lame-o excuses.
I have decided to start Weight Watchers again and am counting my points accordingly.
I am also doing the Couch to 5K running program and some of my favorites pilates videos.
I am excited.I need to do this for me. I need to take the time to take care of me and be proud of the way that I look.
I have 4 months to lose 12 pounds and the flab, oh the flab...
Not to bore you half-to-death but I will be updating with progress on Monday's.
I know you are on the edge of your seat waiting for it...